Part 2: “That I’m crying.”
His voice was so small it struck something deep and old inside her.

Mara looked toward the door. No one was there.
Then she crouched until they were eye level.

“Rainy days make everybody feel weird,” she said.
“My tutor says crying is weak.”
“Your tutor sounds like he never got caught in a thunderstorm without an umbrella.”

The boy gave her a suspicious look. “That happened to you?”
“More than once.”
“Did you cry?”
“I cursed first. Then I cried.”

Caleb’s mouth parted, shocked. Then a laugh slipped out before he could stop it.
Mara smiled despite herself.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Mara.”
“I’m Caleb.”
“I know.”
“Everybody knows.”

There was no arrogance in it. Only fatigue.
Mara recognized that tone. It belonged to children who understood too early that adults loved the idea of them more than the person.

She glanced once more toward the hallway.
“Come on,” she said. “If we’re both going to get in trouble, we might as well earn it. I know where Mrs. Bell hides the good cocoa.”

That was how it began.
A cup of hot chocolate in the servants’ kitchen became a secret. The secret became a routine. The routine became something dangerously close to love.

Mara did not mean for it to happen.
She had spent years training her heart not to reach for anything. But Caleb was lonely in a way that made him cling without knowing he was clinging. His nanny changed every few weeks. His father appeared at breakfast like a visiting general, kissed the top of his head, asked if his lessons were satisfactory, then disappeared behind locked doors and armed guards.

Dominic loved his son. Mara could see that.
But love, in that house, had been buried under fear.
Caleb began seeking Mara out whenever he could. He brought her broken toys, difficult words from his reading lessons, and questions no tutor answered kindly.
“Was my mother pretty?”

“Yes,” Mara said once, though she had only seen Francesca Mercer’s portrait in the west hall.
“Do you think she would have liked me?”

Mara’s hand paused on the folded sheet.
“Oh, sweetheart,” she said softly. “She would have loved you so much it would’ve scared her.”

Caleb looked down. “Papa doesn’t talk about her.”
“Maybe it hurts too much.”
“He doesn’t talk about anything that hurts.”

Mara had no answer for that.
Dominic Mercer’s wife had died four years earlier when her car exploded on the Tappan Zee Bridge. The newspapers called it a tragic accident. The city called it a message. The Mercer household called it nothing at all.

Grief had become furniture.
Everyone stepped around it.
Dominic first noticed Mara because Caleb forgot to hide his affection.
It happened in the library at dusk.
Mara was returning a stack of first editions she had dusted when Caleb rushed in with a wooden sailboat broken clean in half.
“Mara, can you fix it?”

She turned too quickly and saw Dominic seated near the fireplace, a glass of bourbon untouched beside him. He had been so still she had mistaken him for part of the room.
Caleb ran straight to her.

The silence afterward was awful.
Mara felt the blood drain from her face. “Mr. Mercer, I apologize. I was just—”

“Caleb,” Dominic said.
The boy stiffened.
Dominic’s gaze moved from his son’s fingers clutching Mara’s apron to Mara’s face.

“How long has Miss Ellis been fixing your toys?”
Caleb swallowed. “She fixes other things too.”

“What other things?”

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